Saturday, March 05, 2005

No use thinking about it

Ah pening kepala you know. It's such a hot day today. Had a wedding to go to, and then a football game. And in this weather, sheesh, you're lucky if you don't land yourself a huge headache. I was wondering, what if you get married and you get a husband that's unreliable. It's just a thought. With so many of my friends getting married these days, I kinda wonder how it is they made their decision that that's really the one they want to spend their whole life with. Sure love is a big factor in the decision, but what about everything else? What about security? Maybe only insecure ppl put a lot of weight on those things. So maybe I'm insecure.

I just know I don't want to marry someone who is unreliable. Those that are never there when you need them and are always saying they'll be there for you the next time. Those are the types I fear and hate and try my very best to avoid.

But you can never tell though, from the outside, if a person is reliable or not on the inside. It's one of those horrible revelations that take you by surprise. argh i'm really sleepy now. I have a headache.

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