Wednesday, April 20, 2005

Sometimes you just can't explain why

You know, there's this person I hate (or maybe just 'despise' because 'hate' is too strong a word), but I can't exactly explain why. I just hate her. It's one of those things. She just annoys the hell outta me. Even until now. And we've known each other for years and years. And when I think back, I think the reason why I started hating her back when we were kids was because she did certain things on purpose just to annoy me. Like you know those competitive types of ppl that do everything to be one step better than you. Copy-cats, etc. I've no idea why I let her get at me so much, but I did. And now, when we're both older, I still hate her.

No, maybe just despise her. I know I sound mean and bitchy when you're reading this, but she was the person who would rat on me in class if I was passing notes, would rat on me if I had borrowed someone else's homework to copy, that type of thing. She's the type of person to pretend she's British even though she's full-blooded Malaysian... yeah you know.

Why the hell am I blabbing on about this person? Because after so many years, I really feel like I want to send her a message and congratulate her for getting married. But I'm just afraid she'll reply with a catty remark that will hurt my feelings. Saying something to put me down. Which she usually did. But I think I will congratulate her anyway. And she looked beautiful in her wedding photo. I hope she's not like how she was when we were kids anymore. So here goes...

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